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10 November 2011 @ 12:36 am
What Happened??  

Today, I have realised.
Something has changed...

Out of boredom procastinationdom, I read through each and every single post in my journal. Starting from the very first one.  
Sure the first few entries were all flashy, filled with unnecessary blinding fonts and excessive noobieness. But they were all fun and I remember having such great times posting them. Many awesome friends commented too...They gave me such lovely comments that made me even happier~

Now, where did all of that go?

Compared to my older posts, my recent posts are almost 100% about how I have too much work and I must study and I'm gonna be on hiatus and I fail at life and I suck at physics etc etc etc etc.

Where did all the fun go?

IDEK myself.

It's as if, the moment I first stepped into highschool, all the fun I share on LJ was sucked away at the same exact time.
I also feel like I'm the reason why people stopped commenting on my posts. My boringness probably scared you guys away xD
Haha so yeah, I'm sorry about that. Also, I haven't read through the Friends Page for an eternity! 

And you know what?

Being on hiatus mode doesn't affect me at all. My grades haven't shot up...nor have they collapsed down. Basically, I no longer see the need of going hiatus/semi-hiatus/wtv as long as I manage my time correctly. And set priorities :D

TBH, I miss writing actual journal posts and I miss posting rants about my favs & biases. Hence, I will do my best to regain my enthusiasm and love for writing journals.

See you later, aviator.

I have changed.
But I will change back.

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Tresa Passingsnowolfly on November 11th, 2011 08:31 pm (UTC)
Me too..but at least we still chat on msn from time to time ;D
I miss writing loooooong messages (or essays) to each other haha. We kept exceeding the max number of words, remember?

ohhh yay am not the only one~~ xD
Tresa Passing: Giggles ; Onewsnowolfly on November 11th, 2011 08:32 pm (UTC)
nooo i wanted to reply to u using this onew giggle icon, but i forgot to press it ;A;
sipphire-sipphire_angelz on November 13th, 2011 01:39 pm (UTC)
): i literally dislike their Japanese debut. TTnTT

badly done. -.-
Tresa Passingsnowolfly on November 14th, 2011 11:57 am (UTC)
HAHAHA long time since you rant about Jonghyun too! LOL
I don't like it either, but I much prefer their Japanese PVs...jst cuz taemin doesnt have that long girly hair xD
sipphire-sipphire_angelz on November 14th, 2011 04:05 pm (UTC)
i simply love the colour and his hairstyle, but at the same time, i felt sad.
the boys have changed so much in terms of their music styles that sometimes, i think it doesn't showcase their vocals as much as compared to their earlier days. ):
& i can see that even faster on F(X).
which saddens me. ):
on the side note, have you listened to Wonder Girl's be my baby?
sohee improved so much, i'm super proud of her! <3
Tresa Passing: Giggles ; Onewsnowolfly on November 18th, 2011 04:02 pm (UTC)
REAALLYYY? but but but no. i like taemin with short hair xD

Yeah I know, they no longer have songs like Love Like Oxygen :/ true with f(x) but i dont think their songs focus much on their vocal abilities...they rarely have slow/ballad/romantic - ish songs anyway.

sipphire-sipphire_angelz on November 18th, 2011 04:09 pm (UTC)
): they didn't win music bank today! SNSD did.
but i'm grateful & thankful for heechul for loving sohee & protecting, thinking about her always.
if heechul were to date sohee, as a sohee fan, i 100% APPROVE!
sipphire-: canada&bearsipphire_angelz on November 13th, 2011 01:38 pm (UTC)
:D yup! MSN best invention ever, though it is full of errors. -.-''
yup! D: they have word limits! TTnTT
& we will always say... ..if only that was our essay for school! XD we'd passing it with flying colours! ^^~

hahas~~ whee! :D you're welcome to join me in the group named: -Friendlist page unread since ages- group! =X
hahahs~ all the best for school work too~ =D
Tresa Passing: Smile ; Amber & Vicsnowolfly on November 14th, 2011 12:02 pm (UTC)
omg i remember that! we wrote essays on the whole jpop kpop thing!! if jpop kpop subject actually exists in schools, we'd totally ace it hahaha

lololol do invite me to this group, it sounds exciting :P

thaaanks, you too~~
sipphire-: f(x)sipphire_angelz on November 14th, 2011 04:06 pm (UTC)
yesh prescisely!
you are welcome to join! hehe ^^
currently members, only you & me! XD